“ that wasn’t what I planned ”
morning after | accepting
in all her years, she would have never thought that she would have woken up next to a man that WASN’T her husband. he had cheated on her, eliza was upset, and ben was there for comfort. however, he ended up being more than enough comfort. she was now putting her clothes back on, and she ran her fingers through her hair, puffing out a light breath. ❛ can’t say that it was BAD. ❜ she hasn’t had sex with alexander in what felt like years, when probably it was only a month. but now, after what she had found out, she doesn’t even want to look at him.
is it bad that she doesn’t feel GUILTY? she doesn’t feel like much happened, even if the whole world is probably shook to the core. ❛ i mean, it’s not like we were making mini tallmadge’s. as CUTE as they would be, that’s not what we were doing. this was a one time thing, alright? ❜ she didn’t want to cheat on him more than this, she didn’t want to even think about this. she didn’t want to think about it for the sake of ben, for the sake of the fact that he was probably uncomfortable, and that he DIDN’T want to be here. ❛ it’s not like if alexander and i get a divorce, that it’ll be your fault ———— i blame politics. ❜ she shrugged her shoulders, puffing out a slight breath. ❛ so, what now? ❜
